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About Me Member Model Zerodomon19/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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I love my Fiance SOOOO much... Come back home soon my Lover/Soul-mate/Master

sleep my beloved now forget the pain again
come now"good night"...sleep without being afraid of anything
go out to meet the long night pray that we'll wake up someday

this flower resists against disappearing memory
the two of us nestle together like we are asleep
the colour of our flowing blood blurs across the sky
the morning will never come again let us pass away in this place of sleep...

sleep my beloved...sleep...

go out to meet the long night pray that we'll wake up someday
now the dream we dreamt that day thus transforms to reality

this flower resists against disappearing memory
the two of us nestle together like we are asleep
the colour of our flowing blood blurs across the sky
the morning will never come again let us pass away in this place of sleep...

even though our colours are fading the proof of what we lived
remains like it is within our breasts
forever, forever I'll stay by your side
so now I embrace you let us pass away to the kingdom of eternity...

About me from Tests

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 8:55 PM
Depression Test:

High Standards
100%
Self-Criticism
83%
Generalization
56%

You hold yourself to very high standards, often higher even than other people will hold you to. This can lead to anxiety over your performance, but is generally unlikely to lead to depression. You are extremely critical of yourself and will be very hard on yourself if you do not do as well at a task as you expected to. Trying to evaluate your success more objectively could help you to feel better about your performance. Occasionally you will let a single failure govern how you feel about other aspects of your life. When this occurs, try to take a step backwards from the failure and focus more on what went wrong specifically rather than questioning your own abilities or beliefs.



Relationship Test

Security
100%
Avoidance
27%
Ambivalence
67%
Worry
89%
Merger
44%

You have great security in your relationships and receive good comfort from being around the people you love. This helps you to cope with life and to be strong in other situations.

You do not have commitment issues and are able to commit emotionally to relationships. People find it easy to get close to you and draw great satisfaction from relationships with you.

You stress a bit too much about relationships and can sometimes place too much importance on their success or failure. Worrying less about relationships and spending more time enjoying them will help their longevity and success.You can get very neurotic about your relationships and find yourself spending a great deal of time worrying about them. You focus much energy on worrying about being abandoned and this can lead to problems in your relationships. Worrying less about if you are loved or not could help you to enjoy existing relationships more. You are not overly clingy in relationships and tend to allow your partner, family or friends the space that they need to breathe.



Stress Test

Functional Management
69%
Emotional Management
31%
Disengagement
13%
Internalization
49%

When the situation calls for it you are often able to show restraint and patience in waiting for the correct time to act. You mostly do not act prematurely, however after the initial shock of an event has warn of you will spend much energy coming up with action strategies and thinking about what steps you will need to take to best handle your problems. You do not rely much at all on the love and support of your social network (including both friends and family). You will not seek much, or any, moral support, sympathy or understanding. You will almost never separate yourself from a stressful situation and will not reduce your efforts to deal with the stressor at all, even in very stressful situations. You have an extremely positive ability to see the upside of a negative event or situation. This allows you to understand and internalize the problem and grow as a person, possibly allowing you to prevent or overcome the same problem in the future.



Motivational Behavior Test

Behavioral Approach
95%
Drive
83%
Fun Seeking
100%
Reward Responsiveness
100%
Behavioral Inhibition
52%
Avoidance
52%

You are a very driven and motivated person, with a positive outlook towards completing tasks. You work hard and play hard and are very responsive to positive motivation.You have a very strong drive to complete tasks that you have set yourself, or that others have set for you. You actively seek out activities that will make you happy, including parties, hanging out with family and friends or even thrill seeking through sports etc... You also tend to be fairly impulsive.

You are very motivated by seeking reward for your behavior. The offer of a reward (such as a promotion for working hard or winning a bet) will keep you motivated to complete difficult activities. You are motivated to avoid things that you don't like. This can sometimes mean trying to avoid activities you don't enjoy, or attempting to escape punishment or pain. Sometimes you feel nervous.
(This one's spot on about me)



Success Test

External Goals
50%
Popular Fame
71%
World well-being
25%
Political Influence
0%
Internal Goals
62%
Partner and Family
80%
Friends
20%
Financial Success
50%
Creation / Fulfillment
95%

You have a moderate desire for external approval and would like others to see you as successful.You would like to be famous and enjoy the attention of others. You are likely to be somewhat attention seeking. You are not interested in making the world a better place and would rather focus on other goals. You don't really like positions of authority and will avoid them as much as possible.

Love and good relationships are very important factors for you. What is life without love? You cherish the relationships of those around you and have a lot of love to give. You are not really interested in socializing and do not really have an overly strong social group. You dislike it if friends who are not overly close take up too much of your time. It is important to you that you achieve a moderate level of financial success in life and you do not wish to be poor. But as long as you have enough money to get by then you are not motivated to achieve great riches. You absolutely love your work and throw yourself into it with a passion. You are most likely to be a very creative person and you really enjoy the process of making something (whether it be physical or artistic).
(This one is mostly right... but there are a few things I don't think are true. I'm not worried about people taking up my time. And friends are important to me. They based that answer on: Will you set a goal to have (Number) Amount of friends. I wont base myself to have a certain amount of friends.)




Self Perception Test(*Laughs before test* This one's going to be bad!)


Investment in Appearance
50%
Investment in Body Integrity
42%

You are not overly invested in your appearance, but you do like to look good. You are not an overly emotional person, but you do somewhat care about how people see you. If something occurs that makes you feel unattractive it has the potential to make you feel a bit stressed. While your health is important to you, it is not the most important factor in your life. You do not like to get sick, but you have a good attitude towards illness and can cope with sickness ok.
(Eh... it's true I guess)



Optimism / Pessimism Test

Optimism
100%
Pessimism
100%

You believe that the future holds many positive opportunities with successful outcomes. This means that you most likely have great stress coping strategies, high motivation and good persistence. You view the world as a place of bad experiences and events, you are unlikely to invest trust or faith in the belief that things will turn out ok.
(This answer amuses me... because I AM very even on both)

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: CombiChrist
  • Reading: Vampire Transgression
  • Drinking: Blood... I mean... it's fruit punch I swear!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Nonya
  • Interests: Writing, Drawing, Music, Singing
  • Favourite movie: n/a
  • Favourite band or musician: Dir en grey, Any Japanese Rock-Heavy metal music
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Rock
  • Favourite artist: Anoki, Sambre, Onta, MatoC
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite style of art: Everything
  • MP3 player of choice: I-Pod
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII-X, and Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2, Shadow Hearts, DDR
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Muraki from Yami no Matsuei
  • Personal Quote: Too long to put here... but another is "Better to Die then to be forgotten"

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:icong4aby:
thnkx for the fav ;D

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:iconthewhiterose000:
Thanks for the Watch.

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:icondragonendalia:
You, sir, must frustrate a LOT of straight men and lesbians. XD It's so depressing when I feel compelled to tell a boy I wish I was as pretty as he is...

Nice gallery~ :heart:
:iconzerodomon:
I get hit on by straight guys at work a lot... lol. XD

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:iconchloereux:
Thanks for the :+fav:s!!!

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